Philosophy of life... by tgchan

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existence

Posted by tgchan on June 6, 2010 at 3:53 PM

Depression is eating me alive.

Sometimes I have to go to sleep just to stop thinking because I feel like my head will explode.


I can't find place for myself...

..is there any...?


I have so much free time, I have so much dedication and discipline in myself... why I can't find any other place where I can put my effort...


I play mixes, dm, aim, whatever... I am doing really good and what? I can't use it anywhere...

I don't have any reason to be even better... I don't have anyone I could share it... Nobody care...

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People hate me and I hate them...

There are only few honest guys who I really respect and I will never change it. I am not going to lie someone if he is a piece of shit or just simply doesn't fit to my personal requirements.


I feel so drained...

I don't give a shit what will happen with me... it just really doesn't matter...


I try to be happy, find other things to do but it is like something is holding me and it won't let me out...


So much free time... day after day wasted for nothing... my life wasted... I can't get it out of my head....

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