Philosophy of life... by tgchan


back to css or css came back to me?

Posted by tgchan on August 5, 2010 at 6:17 PM

I am back to css again. It is not the same comeback as in the past. I just play some dm and 2vs2 on esl with my friend. Nothing serious, no more any dreams involved...

I am sh1t and I want be better and better, get good team and do as much as I can but it is not like in old times anymore... I don't play dm for hours, I don't force myself to play sh1t mixes just to get better...

I just wanna enjoy the game nothing else anymore... of course if I will have a chance to get into good team and practice 24/24h, I will... the desire and the hunger for the dream is still in me but I don't push things to the limit as I used to, I know it doesn't work in my case.

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It feels weird... I got almost all I wanted for my perfect life... all I do is gaming, eating, sleeping just like I wanted. I really don't have to worry about anything at the moment yet something great is missing in this, something that doesn't let me enjoy it for 100%... maybe the idea that in a very short time it will all ends...?

I don't know...

Is there a thing like a destiny? Do I have to look and fight for it? or it will come to me anyways?

What should I do? Should I change my life? Try new things?

I feel like I woulnd't enjoy anything else...

I love to keep things simple. I am simple and my life is simple in some way. It just need few tweaks I guess...

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