|Posted by tgchan on August 16, 2010 at 8:54 AM|
I feel that I am extremely intelligent...
I can read people like an open book,
I can see angles nobody else can see,
I can adjust to every situation immediately,
I can get into someones mind and know how they feel, what they think,
I can foresee reaction of the people in most situations,
I can be who you want me to be...
I know I am very stupid,
I can't make simple math,
I am extremely lazy,
I can't find my own place in life,
I don't know how can I use my talent or maybe I am too lazy?
I am too weak to fight for my dreams,
Even if I can predict the course of my action, sometimes hate and rage blinds me,
I am such a dreamer that sometimes I lose the grip with the reality,
Because of my rules and beliefs I am all alone... no best friend, no friends... just buddies.
" If I can't have real friends I choose not to have any... "
So am I extremely intelligent guy or just a mental fool?
I guess this all even out, making me another ordinary walking bag of meat... nothing more... nothing less...