Philosophy of life... by tgchan
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . IN LIFE YOU CAN ONLY CHOOSE THE WAYS WHICH WERE ALREADY CHOSEN FOR YOU...
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fh says...
fallow your way and good luck, i hope you will be in a pro clan soon:-)
Thank You very much, whoever You are. Unfortunately it looks I won't be playing anymore due to lack of proper team/people who would practice hard enough
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fh
12:20 PM on January 03, 2010
fallow your way and good luck, i hope you will be in a pro clan soon:-)
Well the most difficult thing is to find proper people sharing the same factors as you do; same amount of free time, dedication, discipline, desire etc. After this, second most difficult thing is to stay together. Then it is only a matter of time when you will get where you wanted.
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Rid
08:48 PM on November 27, 2009
tgchan says...
Well I have never failed at school but I hate it. I am studying just to get better job so I can have more free time. I have never succeed with games either. All I did was just finish plenty of games since I was a kid.
Dream was born when I have decided become really fucking good at something. Obviously you choose something what you love doing right? My problem is that I am average at evertyhing I do. So I want to prove myself that I can pull out this pro gaming shit with a hard work, dedication and discipline even without the talent.
I am writing things on this blog only in a really heavy depression, that is why most people think it is so twisted, well frankly it is lol, but it is 100% pure emotions changed into plain text under influence of heavy nervous breakdown, I mean what the fuck do you expect? sun,green grass and rainbows ?. I have never succeed at anything before that is why I am so determined.
Except for the games I love music, maybe even more but again I am not talented in this direction either. I am seriously thinking about getting a guitar soon and give it a shot one more time(I was trying before create some music with a software, but I didn't like it because I couldn't "directly" transfer my ideas into program ).Thank You for your post I appreciate it but it is not the point. As I said on cadred Pro gaming is just a very hard goal to achieve which I have set for myself. I have never thought about it as a source of income. It is just one of my greatest dream I want to achieve in life. Simple as that.
Ok well I accept that, but if you're average at everything, why choose the one thing that's going to be the most difficult?
And as for the music thing, I play the drums, guitar, and I've been told I can see, and I love everything about music. And in all fairness to you, you seemed to have encouraged me to want to follow that dream.. But what I need to consider is the reality of things, the probabilities, the chances etc.
Well I have never failed at school but I hate it. I am studying just to get better job so I can have more free time. I have never succeed with games either. All I did was just finish plenty of games since I was a kid.
Dream was born when I have decided become really fucking good at something. Obviously you choose something what you love doing right? My problem is that I am average at evertyhing I do. So I want to prove myself that I can pull out this pro gaming shit with a hard work, dedication and discipline even without the talent.
I am writing things on this blog only in a really heavy depression, that is why most people think it is so twisted, well frankly it is lol, but it is 100% pure emotions changed into plain text under influence of heavy nervous breakdown, I mean what the fuck do you expect? sun,green grass and rainbows ?. I have never succeed at anything before that is why I am so determined.
Except for the games I love music, maybe even more but again I am not talented in this direction either. I am seriously thinking about getting a guitar soon and give it a shot one more time(I was trying before create some music with a software, but I didn't like it because I couldn't "directly" transfer my ideas into program ).Thank You for your post I appreciate it but it is not the point. As I said on cadred Pro gaming is just a very hard goal to achieve which I have set for myself. I have never thought about it as a source of income. It is just one of my greatest dream I want to achieve in life. Simple as that.
Dream was born when I have decided become really fucking good at something. Obviously you choose something what you love doing right? My problem is that I am average at evertyhing I do. So I want to prove myself that I can pull out this pro gaming shit with a hard work, dedication and discipline even without the talent.
I am writing things on this blog only in a really heavy depression, that is why most people think it is so twisted, well frankly it is lol, but it is 100% pure emotions changed into plain text under influence of heavy nervous breakdown, I mean what the fuck do you expect? sun,green grass and rainbows ?. I have never succeed at anything before that is why I am so determined.
Except for the games I love music, maybe even more but again I am not talented in this direction either. I am seriously thinking about getting a guitar soon and give it a shot one more time(I was trying before create some music with a software, but I didn't like it because I couldn't "directly" transfer my ideas into program ).Thank You for your post I appreciate it but it is not the point. As I said on cadred Pro gaming is just a very hard goal to achieve which I have set for myself. I have never thought about it as a source of income. It is just one of my greatest dream I want to achieve in life. Simple as that.
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Rid
12:15 PM on November 25, 2009
Firstly, clearly you have mental problems..
and it's from your own thoughts, that have caused you to think such abnormal things..
You clearly have failed somewhere in your academic life, whether it be with school, college, whatever..
You must of succeeded somewhere within games and you think well, if I'm so shit at academic things like college, and I can succeed at games then lets do this whole pro gaming thing..
Well lets put it this way, the chances of you becoming a pro gamer are VERY VERY slim..
However, the chances of you sticking in at college and doing something better with your life, are a lot greater.
Your negative thoughts are causing you to think theres no place for you with normality now, or in the future.. You're also thinking you're useless with normality no doubt.. But since you've succeeded with games, you now think it is the only choice you have to succeed at anything.
Now, lets look at this properly, I have no doubt in my mind you have succeeded one way or another at some point in your school or college life.
Is that not something to go from? Is that not something that sticks in your mind telling you, that you really can achieve something better within college?
I have no doubt that you have blocked that success in college out of your mind and focused for the gaming.
My advice to you, is to look over your previous successes in school, college.. And think to yourself, just how easy it was to achieve that, and how extremely hard and time consuming it would be to become anywhere close to a PROFESSIONAL gamer..
Think about it, people spend their lives trying to become professional footballers, or sportsmen, and their dreams get shattered. They waste their lives away, trying to achieve something they're either not good enough to do, or not meant to do..
I have a quote myself, not from anybody in particular, but from my own experiences.
"Things we are meant to do, will become obvious to you."
That ties in with another; "We can try for forever, to do one thing you want to do, but if it's not meant to be: it's not meant to be"
Im not a psychologish or a Psychiatrist but I do have a good understanding of abnormal behaviour and treatments for abnormal behaviour..
You need somebody to go over previous successes, as I said, and show you that you do not fail in college, and someone who can steer you away from a dream, to do something you were not meant do..
hopefully this has given you a good understanding of how fucked up this all is,
reply with anything you think is helping you out? or if you think this is all a load of bullshit.
and it's from your own thoughts, that have caused you to think such abnormal things..
You clearly have failed somewhere in your academic life, whether it be with school, college, whatever..
You must of succeeded somewhere within games and you think well, if I'm so shit at academic things like college, and I can succeed at games then lets do this whole pro gaming thing..
Well lets put it this way, the chances of you becoming a pro gamer are VERY VERY slim..
However, the chances of you sticking in at college and doing something better with your life, are a lot greater.
Your negative thoughts are causing you to think theres no place for you with normality now, or in the future.. You're also thinking you're useless with normality no doubt.. But since you've succeeded with games, you now think it is the only choice you have to succeed at anything.
Now, lets look at this properly, I have no doubt in my mind you have succeeded one way or another at some point in your school or college life.
Is that not something to go from? Is that not something that sticks in your mind telling you, that you really can achieve something better within college?
I have no doubt that you have blocked that success in college out of your mind and focused for the gaming.
My advice to you, is to look over your previous successes in school, college.. And think to yourself, just how easy it was to achieve that, and how extremely hard and time consuming it would be to become anywhere close to a PROFESSIONAL gamer..
Think about it, people spend their lives trying to become professional footballers, or sportsmen, and their dreams get shattered. They waste their lives away, trying to achieve something they're either not good enough to do, or not meant to do..
I have a quote myself, not from anybody in particular, but from my own experiences.
"Things we are meant to do, will become obvious to you."
That ties in with another; "We can try for forever, to do one thing you want to do, but if it's not meant to be: it's not meant to be"
Im not a psychologish or a Psychiatrist but I do have a good understanding of abnormal behaviour and treatments for abnormal behaviour..
You need somebody to go over previous successes, as I said, and show you that you do not fail in college, and someone who can steer you away from a dream, to do something you were not meant do..
hopefully this has given you a good understanding of how fucked up this all is,
reply with anything you think is helping you out? or if you think this is all a load of bullshit.
steve says...
Yes chan, you know I love you = )
luv you too ^^,
JoeBloggs thank you for this really worthy post. It looks more complicated as it seems though. I have few colleges behind me and I am in one at the moment as well. I do have a decent job too... it is all about chasing the dream and finding path in life.
It is really nice from you that you spent your own time to give me some advices and stuff, I appreciate it.
If I would find in life something more interesting/challenging what I love I wouldn't even think 2sec to try it out and drop my present life.
Problem is that I do not have any real options to choose...
I am not interested in collecting money, fucking more and more girls, meeting more and more people who really do not give a 2 shits about me etc.
What is the point of life when you can't do anything what you love? Lie yourself everyday that your life is great?
I never asked for this; to see real world, people, life...but it happened I do see things now and I can't change it back.
You seem to be happy from your life, that is good. Most of the people are because they have got what they want or they don't care much about things.
"There are the kind who do what they love for a living, and there are the kind who do what they have to for a living, and do what they love afterwards."
It is really nice from you that you spent your own time to give me some advices and stuff, I appreciate it.
If I would find in life something more interesting/challenging what I love I wouldn't even think 2sec to try it out and drop my present life.
Problem is that I do not have any real options to choose...
I am not interested in collecting money, fucking more and more girls, meeting more and more people who really do not give a 2 shits about me etc.
What is the point of life when you can't do anything what you love? Lie yourself everyday that your life is great?
I never asked for this; to see real world, people, life...but it happened I do see things now and I can't change it back.
You seem to be happy from your life, that is good. Most of the people are because they have got what they want or they don't care much about things.
"There are the kind who do what they love for a living, and there are the kind who do what they have to for a living, and do what they love afterwards."
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